Jinnxx

Wake up
Actually wake up
Get out of bed
Get dressed
Try not to miss the bus
Go to school
Do nothing in cooking
Do science homework in history
Do nothing in science
Go to lunch
Go back to science
Continue where I left off with not doing anything in science
Go to art
Finish work
Do nothing for an hour
Plan the deaths of everyone on the bus, while on the bus
Walk home
Get food
Watch Yogscast while eating
Get carried away on Youtube and end up on the funny animals dressed as sharks side
Slap self for not doing science homework
Continue watching videos
Take shower
Get changed, go back to room
Ponder what to do
Decide on doodling
Turn on laptop for reference pictures
Somehow end up back on Youtube
Olook 3am
Go to bed
Repeat

I went to Curry's to get an 18x24 inch canvas and ended up getting a few other things as well. I was actually shocked that my total was only $19! I actually brought $140 with me just in case LOL.

I got my eyebrow pierced last month, so my grand total is up to 7. I want an industrial so bad but my mom is all "only one more piercing for a while, and that's your nose". Bllaaaarg, mother! If I can order sterilized needles online, I'm piercing anything that isn't noticeable myself. Yeah yeah, that's not good, blah blah. I'm not dumb, I know what to do. It's better than going 'herp derp let's light this safety pin and pierce ourselves!'. This is everything I plan to do, whether I do it myself or get it done professionally:

-Industrial
-Tragus x2
-Double conch
-1 or 2 more lobe sets
-rook
-septum
-middle labret
-tongue
-nipples
-belly button
-nose

and yeah. That's pretty much it. I am NEVER going to stretch my ears. Ever. Or get dermal punches. That's nasty bro. I am going to get a bunch of tattoos... but that's an entirely different topic.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Not in a literal sense, but maybe? It's hard to explain.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yes.

3. When's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
The day I left for Europe.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I do it like all the time. I don't know, I find it rude not to.

5. Is there someone mad because you're dating/talking to the person you are?
No?

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
No.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Grey sweatpants and a tshirt.

8. How often do you listen to music?
All day, every day. Mostly when I go to bed though. I need music to fall asleep to.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
I wear both equally I guess.

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
No.

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
I'd like to think I'm pretty social lol.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter 'A'?
No.

13. What about 'R'?
No.

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
Do the ones from those racing games count?

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Nope.   

16. Are you going out of town soon?
I've been out of my town for like 2 months lol.

17. When was the last time you cried?
August 28th. FOR A VALID REASON!

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yes.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
No. I like mine.

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Maybe.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you're having.
Well next week I'm going home, then getting thrown right into school while my body clock is still 6-7 hours ahead of everyone else... that's all I can think about now.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Very.

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
No.

24. What are you sitting on right now?
A desk chair.

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
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26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
Who doesn't?

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My cousin.

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
No, just stomach-related sicknesses.

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Aeropostle.

30. Does anyone hate you?
Probably.

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Don't drink, never will. But hey this isn't my room so there could be lol.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Fuck yes! My favorite genre besides comedy and romance.

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Yes!

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
Oh that's tough. I'd day grade 6 but then I wouldn't be best friends with my bitch. <3

35. Did you have a dream last night?
Holy shit yes. Listening to Coheed and Cambria while you sleep is good for the imagination. ;D

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Never in a literal way. But sometimes I'll tell someone I do if they do something amazing.

37. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
Probably not.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Nope.

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Yes, probably.

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
Well... I climbed some fucking mountain to see some cave at 8am, then we climbed yet another fucking mountain to see some shitty old castle/tower defense thing. THEN I climbed another fucking mountain to see 'Dracula's' Castle, which I proceeded to faceplant down and slid the entire way down because the stones are slippery as FUCK and flip flops do not contain any kind of grip. Let's just say I'm in pain.

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
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42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Does my cousin count? Lolol.

43. Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
Not that I'm aware of.

44. What's the best part about school?
I don't know.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
No shit I do.

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Occasionally.

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Allll theeee tiiiiime. And they're always those bad things that you wish you never did, or ways you could have totally made an argument better, ect.

48. Were you single over the last summer?
Do I have to type it again?

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Well yeah. I grew tits and started high school.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Eating.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
No.

52. Are you nice to everyone?
Lolno.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
Actually yes. Just started like a month ago too.

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I'm not the cheating type, so yes.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes.

56. Do you think you like someone?
Eh.

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a 'J'?
Yes.

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Girls, because they understand you more. If I was a guy, then boys. But I do have good guy friends too.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yes.

60. Do you hate anyone?
I hate a lot of people.

61. How's your heart?
I don't know, do you want me to ask it?

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Yep.

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
Not over HIM, but over his amazing voice? Yes.

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
No idea.

65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No.

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Yeah, like I can foresee the future.

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
It depends. If it's for a good cause, yes. If it's frequent, no.

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
LOL YEAH. Only because someone helped. >.>

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
My mom I think.

70. How do you look right now?
Got my hair up in my signature at-home-and-don't-give-no-fucks do, got some eyeliner where it shouldn't be, my ear is bleeding, and I got some weird grin on my face that doesn't seem to like ever go away now. So you be the judge.

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yes, quite a few. I can't say they're not scared but hey.

72. Can you commit to one person?
Oh god not this. I probably COULD for a while right NOW (at this age), but for some reason someone better always comes along. I'm one of those people who believe that humans can never have just one mate for such a long time. The only person I could see myself committed to, for like FOREVER, is 34.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
No.

74. Have you ever felt replaced?
All the time.

75. Did you wake up cranky?
No.

76. Are you a jealous person?
No.

77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Depends on who it's with.

78. Anyone you're giving up on?
Myself.

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
I've been on the other side of the planet for two months. Uh, yeah!

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Pack because I'm going back to Hungary on the 4th. Then mentally prepare myself because I'm getting a giant needle through my eyebrow the same day.

81. Last person you cried in front of?
No idea.

82. Is there someone you will never forget?
A few.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
No.

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
I'd be braiding his hair. :>

85. Are you over your past?
Yes.

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
No.

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
EVERYTHING? Yeah.

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
No.

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
No.

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Yes lol.

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Probably not.

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
My uncle, my mom's friend, about 20 in my grade, about 10 more freshmen, used to live beside one, and I think I've seen a Tim Horton's cashier with the name.

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
Sadly yes.

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Nope.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
No.

96. Don't tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
I'm pretty sure the last person I texted on my phone was Courtney. And she's like super pretty.

97. Who do you have texts from?
There's probably like 10000 because I kinda left my phone in Toronto.... /cough

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
'Welp.'

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
A year older.

100. Who's in your profile picture with you?
A hair dryer.

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
No.

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Mhmm. <3

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Rot
6. Break
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distastefull
24. Want
25. Lurking
26. Europe
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Urban
30. Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Wrath
34. Moon
35. Walk
36. Precious
37. See
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
42. Still
43. Die
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
46. Drop
47. Dirt
48. Young
49. Preservatives
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Old
53. Desecrate
54. Tower
55. Need
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrificial
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Desert
61. Fairy Tale
62. Voodoo
63. Do Not Disturb
64. City
65. Horrorific
66. Snow
67. Drum
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mislead
73. I. Can't.
74. Confrontation
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Testament
78. Drink
79. FUCK
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. +
83. Heal
84. Cold
85. Sick
86. Seeing Red
87. Hunger
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drown
92. Rape
93. Iron
94. Soft
95. Advertisement
96. Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Alone
100. Gone